i have a friend whom i treasure much. she helped me through many tough times and i have been there for her as much as i can. Even when the other new friends i make at school didnt seem quite right, at the back of my mind, i knew she will always be there.
always? maybe its the dependency and denial, but i think we are starting to pull each other down. We both face the same kind of problems but in totally different circumstances. But how do we move on from here?
And today i realised. In letting go is the first step to moving on. Not that i will stop being her friend. But i will stop distancing from everyone else just because i know she will always be there. but she wont always be there. they are just my expectations.
It's disheartening. but we all need to move on with our lives and not make time wait.
im telling myself that she cannot be a perfect friend. some are good for talking others are good for fun. i cant believe i actually feel this sad.
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